was actuali sleepin earli yesterday nite as today is werkin, but all plan spoilt when my fone rang at 2 am.. its was him no one else..well,he came up n acc me, we did nothing jus lyin on e bed huggin n chatting till sleep n he went back around 5 plus,n in e end, i cant wake up today, n candy came n bash my door..n we reach werk at 3pm damn late but luckily niang off..haha..jus reach hm fukin suay play card lose 50 bucks but he win a hundred n gave me bac e money i lose..
anyway, cny is cumin n i'm not feelin happi at all, dunno y..maybe it's a cash tight year fer me bah n i'm oso fukin afraid of relatives askin me tis n tat.. especially when 2 yi say bring a bf along, where e hell i go bring one, i cant possibly bring my him go ah mah hse wad, later ah mah faint when she sees his "TIGER"n" DRAGON" on his hand how?..lols..aniwae have no plan when buyin clothes cos gotta wait fer my "HELP STAR" to borrow me e $..so like i say,i dun feel excited fer tis comin cny unless..i strike 4D tml[dreaming]..
jus wanna let u guys noe tat i feel so in love n so sweet[dun envy] n dun scold me cos i seldom have e chane to hao lian abt tis.. i thank god fer his appearence in my life n i wish tat god will bless us,i dun ask fer more jus mantain like now n its enough..dar i reali love u n thanks fer ur dotes..LUb Li..
GuanYinMah bless Shan & Li... happiness is all i have now n money is all i need now..lolx
4:35 AM;
N ME
Shanni
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Contracdicted life fer loving him